God Peace Myself. At 16 I vaguely celebrated my birthday with two friends and I hadn’t realised it but slowly began to spiral back down. Beaten, yanked and hated like you cannot believe; she got everyone to think I was a bad person. I never told my parents abt this because I dont want them to worry. Here is the whole issue — i don’t know what’s wrong; i can’t undersyand anything and feel lost.when i was in 10yh standard – i got an overall A+ grade; in 8th i went for nationals in tennis. I say to myself that bad things happen because I deserve them. I repeat it again dont worry, you will be a great man one day. These can be specific or vague. I had learned that if you stay in your shell you dont get hurt. Last medically reviewed on July 31, 2019, Plants can do more than beautify your life — they can also act as nature’s reminder and support for when life gets you down. Long Paragraph with Beautiful Words for Boy Best Friend. I think it is because i known that they’ve got high expectation in me and i cant reach their expectation. He liked me from the moment I moved here. In fact, it’s the best way to learn how to manage your self-hatred and negative self-talk. thank youl. Im sorry that my life crossed path with all of yours. We often hold ourselves to impossible standards and end up feeling bad. Also one time, at camp i stuck up for a friend since the other girls were being really rude, and ever since they haven’t talked to me. I have a bf now, and yes we get into some arguments, and then I end up hurting him with words (I never hit people). It may seem like a small matter, but it really is slowly killing me from inside. I want to be the old me, the lucky, smiling sarcastic guy, but sadly he is gone. My mother died by suicide when I was 15 months old and my dad soon remarried a woman he had just met, but who love bombed him and promised whatever…long story short she was mentally abusive in the extreme due to her hard life growing up. The first step to addressing any problem is understanding its root. Usually i read comments and never posted but your above comment made me reply. Of course it’s not as easy as the words say and I’m probably gunna go my whole life feeling this way. This is especially harmful because your heart is a muscle, putting you at risk for heart attacks and other conditions. My grades are shit 2.7 GPA which makes feel even more of a failure because I have no social life and my grades still suck. And No problemo for da faves~!!! I’m having trouble loving myself which put me to hating myself. If it’s easier, try to think of things you simply like or don’t hate about yourself. I just want to feel like I’m worth something. So, try to love yourself and forgive yourself before you will lose 15 years like me. I hate my life for not knowing how to organize myself financially or in my things Further Reading : What to Do When You Don’t Know What to Do with Your Life We could go on forever with a thing that a man can hate in his life when he simply is not satisfied with it. You only really need one or two people as friends that you can be yourself, be comfortable around. I’ve read most of your stories, and I hope all of you guys can someday find the inner peace you deserve x My lies start out small but I never find a way/gather up the courage to put it at ease. I’m tall and muscular and look good in the face and body, but it is not proportional to my physique at all. And over the years as my intelligence increased, so did my negative outlooks and actions. Keep your passion for music, find more musical artists who you love and inspire you. The next step is to challenge the destructive behaviors that the critical inner voice encourages you to engage in. I didn’t bother saying anything about it until someone else asked me if my birthday was the next day, I corrected them and felt highly uncomfortable doing so. Re: social skills, one crucial tip is that just saying “Hi” or chatting briefly with people we see occasionally is often more of a victory than trying to go full tilt forward into dating or close friendships. he seemed nice and charming. I said “May” because I haven’t got any medical exam or diagnosis for that, now. I hate myself so much. Ever since I was young, it was perfection or failure. I also think support groups could be helpful. My brother is the same. Hi Anne… First of all, what a brave and courageous girl you are. I am dependent on my family for support. This didnt help at all. It felt hollow, in a way. Hey Anuhea ♥ I know you posted this a long time ago, but just wanted to say that I hope you’re doing well. I spend my roaring twenties in prostitution .those were the best days of my life. But I hate being told I look like certain people when I KNOW for a FACT I DON’T. Follow your dreams but 10 years being in a relationship is hard to let go of and go after your dream that you’ve been trying to pursue. I haven’t had the perfect life and I’ve been through shit but overall I have a good life, I have a loving family, a good home and so whenever I get these feelings of wanting to just give everything up I feel guilty. I give my all love to her, but it seems she doesn’t know. I don’t have to physically fight them, bc I know as soon as they open their mouths I have won. Even if I don’t love myself. Love is a strong emotion that’s hard to feel toward yourself in a low point. And no mater how much u weigh know that u are beautiful and u shouldn’t feel sorry for ur self It’s about myself as a person. i hate myself to the point i sometimes cry so hard i throw up. Of course we’re all different and what works for me may not necessarily work for anyone else but, you should speak to someone. I got a lot worse score in every subjects lately and everything I did seem to always fail and there would always be that voice in my head saying “see?? all through school he was criticized for being a slow thinker, a terrible test taker, socially inept because he would blurt the first thing that came to his mind or take too long to say anything. Its been with me like its my friend for a long time, but its inherently insidious and nasty. I want to fucking die. Its the only dream i ever had and he is not allowing me to fulfill my dreams which is making me more depressed,,its effecting out relationship also,,i am not happy right now. I stay because I know it is a mental condition and pray that he will get help one day with this. I have always felt like the most unluckiest person in the world. I cannot remember how it happened but lastly my father and i went to meet teacher together. he can tell her everything he can’t tell me everything. I often feel alone, and I know how easy it is to let negativity influence our own day to day walk. It shouldn't be allowed to well up in a heart without good reason, because it is almost impossible to erase. My dad on the other hand yelled at me, he told me over his phone if he saw me kiss her he would kill me, but I knew that was a lie. m just 16 bt m feeling m getting old I don’t remember when was the last time when I said my mother that I love her and I rarely talk to her. After my dad was able to get us back my mom started getting more into dating. I was raised by a single mom who didn’t have her kids as her top priority, I had a dad who really wasn’t all that interested in being a father, and there were teachers and step-parents in my life who were abusive, physically and emotionally. thanks. When i got home that day Sophie had been crying all day saying she didn’t feel good. It can spring up in a person if they are neglected, mistreated, or abused for long periods of time. When I lived on my own I dealt with sever depression for many years I finished college and had 2 children as someone who succeeded in things she never thought she would I still hate myself so much. Anyone. The passive teacher, representing a responsible adult, thus confirms and justifies that “YOU are different, dehumanized, and not worthy of recognition by your peers”. For example, we may struggle with positive acknowledgment or feedback, as it contradicts the ways we perceive ourselves. I Hate Myself and I Don’t Know Why or What To Do. it seems juvenile but I feel so desperate that I googled it and came across this article. I am just dragging everyone down. But I can see that there are rays of hope shining through the dark abyss that I thought I was in. Nobody has ever contributed such a great amount of bliss to my life as you have. All is wrong, all is different, nobody will ever understand a person sitting right next to them! but I feel horrible about myself. But this, that I’ve told to the person reading this… this is only the beginning of what how worse my life is getting, When I was a child my dad treated me like a worthless loser, I was a smart kid, good at maths and physics but my dad really made me feel useless, after years of struggling and addiction, I quitted ciggarettes, pills and weed 2 years ago and started working out, after 2 years I should Admit it didnt affect positive in my life, Im still a lonely loser without a girlfriend, although i look healthier and more attractive but the voice in my head making me crazy, I really have some serious suicidal thoughts … Im really exhausted, Im 29 and I feel Im a waste of time, every sturday night I stay at home, when I go outside I can not connect with any body and I see all the couples All the time and I feel different inside, come back home dissapointed because I cant use my youth power, I stucked in a loop, I know this summer gonna hurt me , I know , damn life. It’s just a pain when you see others living life so easily and happily, having great jobs because of their confidence and great relationships because they can let others love them because they love themselves – Maybe one day I can have that! I am scared cause loving myself might be one of them Really. i have a lot of problems in my home life, and ive never felt much like a part of the family. I know there is a better place for me out there. You shouldn’t trust her.” It’s even there to criticize those close to us: “Why does he even hang out with you? I grew up in a family where my sister has everything, she was smart, beautiful, and everyone is proud of her, while me.. well I’m like a potato, I’m fat, not so pretty, and a little dumb. I’m sorry people don’t treat you the way you deserve to be treated. My parents aren’t abusive, they’ve always been super encouraging of me and never resort to violence. She sees me look at myself and sigh. You sound like a lovely young woman. But i really hate God so very much for Not giving me a good wife and family to share my life with. Would you rather go on your phone or tablets than read? I have been alone for 99% of my life. what shal i do,,how to let go of my dreams and live happily,,please helpf, Your bf is in fact horrible. I’m 19 right now and growing up in an FLDS (Fundamental Latter-day Saints) household theres so much abuse and tension, just constantly being told I would never be good enough. I’m unable to put the words across to express my feelings. I hate feeling stupid and inadequate and I feel that I am way dumber or mentally underdeveloped than other people my age. My brain shuffles through a laundry list of ‘what to say’, ‘how to say it’, ‘when to say it’ ‘oh my god apologise right now!’. What issues do you want to address? I’m aware enough to see myself from the outside, and I know that anyone I told this to in life would think I was crazy. I just feel worthless, like I don’t matter. You are AMAZING!! This forces the writer to use creativity to complete one of three common writing challenges.The writer can use the paragraph as the first one of a short story and build upon it. I know that it’s not my fault he died but I should have done more. I hate myself. There are so many choices that we can make, its literally a giant tree of intersecting and multi-directional paths. So I want to do what I must for that person that I love cause he worth it ,and even my critical inner voice agrees with that But its there. just be there, quiet and peaceful. All I see is someone so hideous and unlovable. He hardly paid any attention to us. yet, some of people adore me for how i act. I dont need anyone. That’s your false self. and its still happening. And I can’t face my dear friends who had chosen to study overseas. i cant help my self I was so… happy someone actually cared. I never wanted to lose them because, this was my only shot at friendship, nobody else rarely bothered with me. No wonder no guy wanted me. I afraid to believe in people again. Any thoughts apart from slitting my wrists again would be great thank you , hi there I’m not an expert in psychology, I’m only 22 years and I can’t even speak English properly but here’s what I think: it’s not easy (it’s really difficult actually) for those who had a hard time in their childhood to grow up without issues. What if a person really is dumb, what if a person really is a loser? Instead I spent 250 gems. Dad, mil and boss are all very demanding and just feel trapped and out of ideas to make life better. Last week, i was absent again for a week because of my chest pain and tightness that I felt like it is already my end and now, i am so ashamed to go back to school. Thank you for your comment, May. If you're not comfortable affirming my race and gender, you're not able to provide the support I need. I went back to uni and didn’t bother celebrating my 19th birthday. Before I made friends and lost almost every single one of them(save for one) and now I honestly cannot seem to make any friends at all. I am 19 female from India….I am going through a hard time in my life…I wanted to become a doctor….I loved the noble profession…. I think that humans are a disgusting species. I started high school and meeting a bunch of new kids, unaware of my past, helped me a great deal. We can loathe ourselves everyday just make any 1 dream come true… If your husband thinks you are sexy, he might be telling a bit truth. I have no idea why I am like this? It has come to haunt me again from time to time even after a year had passed. No one listens to me, I’m alone, I’m tires of being called a mistake by everyone. I don’t believe in blaming other people for my problems. It is all just… too much. Im not sure where, or when this started in my life. We moved back in with her friend until the school year started. They weren’t coming at me wrong or against me in anyway at all like I feared so much, they simply had given me all of the time and effort they possibly could and then some without me adding myself onto their own weight in this world. I started to cause problems for myself in high school by skipping homework. good luck . As a kid I was raised by my single mom who honestly I think as an adult now has narcissistic tendencies. Both love and hate involve investing energy towards something: a person, object, or idea. And now I am wondering how the world would be if I wasn’t in it. What you’ve said has really made me think about things in a totally different way, the voice in my head isn’t necessarily the voice of reality and I should stop convincing myself that it is, I know how that feels especially when being watched. He has spurts of emotional and verbal abuse towards me and our kids. You’ll realize that you are Love. It would be a waste to throw it away so I kept the box from the room and I gathered up some money and used that instead. I hate myself and i hate others. I’m a UK size 12, which isn’t fat but I FEEL enormous and because of my health problems, I’m struggling to do anything about it. It sounds like you’ve already had to go through quite a lot in your life… I can understand why it hurts so much, and why you feel helpless. He had gotten better at refusing to drink until we moved in with him. No guys seemed to like me. i know how Think about it for a moment… this is very powerful! Thinking back to those days, I would’ve beat myself up if I were another student. No positive thinking exorcises or yoga will change that. I ended up quitting after the season was over. The next week they split up. Constantly told, I am a Girl… therefore… this and this… no desk to study on… brother ok definitely had one… no quiet in the home when exam time was happening.. “Why do you need to go to university?! My Mother has negative tendencies and I don’t think she realises it. I am. Well my dad divorced my step mom and things seemed ok… then my mom met this one guy. I just want to be like a normal teenager or at least a person! The point is, I think I feel this way because of how much neglection I’ve felt toward me. I hope my poem helps you. I hate myself so much because I have hurt many people in my life, and once that happens, there is no going back. i think theyre either just saying it to be polite, or because they feel bad for me, i never think compliments are sincere. My mom was paranoid and overbearing my whole life, but when I grew up she became my best friend…all that stuff doesn’t even matter anymore. Why Do I Hate Myself? He gave off an awful vibe… still does. I have been with him 3 years and he is wonderful but what I cannot stand is when I tell people how I feel it gets brushed off with comments like ‘dont be silly your beautiful’. I have a lot of problems that I can’t solve.I’m sorry, I can’t even find the best words to describe what is happening with me now lol. Those are just rational thoughts though. i know if i try hard , i will get it , i can make it bright Freshman year of hig school i don’t talk to people, I don’t make friends, and I absolutely don’t even look at anyone higher then their shoulders. Like I’m outside looking in. I do as much around the house as I can but it rarely feels like enough. It was my first one. 2 standard deviations taller than average. 76+ GREATEST Best Friend Paragraphs: Long and Beautiful. I know you have so, so, soooooo much to give. Its only a matter of time before we become more effective in the cures. Paragraphs need to be long enough to express any given idea (long enough to thoroughly explain the topic sentence). Sometimes when i study — i score good marks — but now i feel like i’ve wasted two years of my life and won’t be able to become a doctor. no need for huge love demonstrations, kisses and afternoons bonding with your children. It is just too very bad that many of us good single men never met the right good woman to settle down with ourselves. yes, some may assume it’s just a period in my life, it’s just something that may pass. I have moved around the country and all but one of the places I found people that wanted to be my friend. If my parents brought me up the way they did and this is what I am because of it, then I guess this is what I have to man up and face. I still have a very positive relationship with my parents. I don’t know you personally, but I can assume that you are a strong, kind person, especially after undergoing this hate. Even if it’s loving myself Later i shifted to another city for my college and found it difficult to adjust initially. I don’t deserve this and that he probably made a mistake in asking me to be his Research Assistant. Still real and powerful. I do what I love for a living -my life is a dream come true. Go to these sources, and the above-recommended book as inspirations and guides when a real bad time strikes. I’m very happy I found this article. I felt the same way when I was your age; I hated myself and didn’t know who I really was. I work very hard and I am a cleanly person. Hate is a deep feeling. I’m never successful enough, I never want what I have. Today I had a memory how 7 years ago when my grandparents died I didn’t even went to the funeral because of some stupid excuse. my life hasnt even started and i feel closer to death than i should want to. But thats ok. Low self-esteem is a common problem for many teens. Idk. I really don’t know what to do. My personality was shattered. I’m living with my over-controlling psychotic Baptist parents who hate me and verbally/emotionally abuse my all the time. Believe in yourself. I hate myself because I shut down whenever I have a workload, like what the fuck? Yeah, I know, freaky right? I cannot compleate my papers although I know all the answers. I face problems today in social and romantic contexts, because I still question myself and my own worthiness, feeling that I don’t deserve the inclusion and love of others. I tell him all the time that he’s lucky I even gave him a chance. Here we will offer you a short paragraph about sport that contains all the information you are looking for Ok my names gary im 337yrs old and struggle to make it through every single day. We are taught from childhood that losing weight is everything…that it’s never acceptable to be fat, for any reason. 1.I am gay I can’t ever shut my damn mouth and I hate myself because I can’t just be a quiet and nice person. And some of us don’t even notice! Ok so I just let that all out… I don’t see the point in helping me, but I would like any advice that you have. My parents have never shown much love, mainly disapline and money orientated. People with…, Strong communication is often said to be at the core of a solid relationship. I love singing and wanted to be a singer but according to my family the system is so partial that they would not allow me to become what i want to be. He thinks i’m pretty and personally i don’t see it and i feel really bad for rejecting him because hes such a sweet guy but i’m just not confident enough with myself yet. Maybe you take excellent care of your pet or always know just what to bring to a potluck. You shine!! I’m 26 and I spend most of my days sitting in front of a computer watching/reading random videogame and anime related stuff. You’ve heard it a million times, but journaling can really help here. You are more than capable of forgiving your parents and loving yourself. He is good with verbal abuse, me? I always tried to learn something , took bookkeeping classes and moved on to normal office jobs. I hate it so much. The sanctions then enforced were too little, too late, as this was the last year of junior high school, and the assets needed to rebuild confidence and trust in me weren’t available. Did u try to says sorry to her yet? I don’t know the answer as to why I feel this way. This may be a short and simplistic take on what’s going on.. but as simplistic as it may be, this is at the very root of the early programming responsible for creating this false-self (or inner critic as referred in this article) that ends up supporting the beliefs that sabotages our existences in so many ways. Make steps, even if small, they count. He used me & I allowed it because I just wanted someone to love me in that way. Im depressed more than i am happy. i alz think that “if my dreams are not coming true ,then why shall i work hard ?” Screw ’em, I literally hate everything about myself. i alz fail on that You’ve got shit to do and it looks like I don’t care and I just WANT to disappoint everyone. why? im always so depressed, and I don’t have anything going on at home that could cause me to be this way. I became a dean’s Lister for 2 years and was inspired by many people like my classmates, family, teachers and crushes. Later on I found Anita Moorjani’s book and have been listening to Wayne Dyer, Robert Holden and others with similar messages. I would frequently devalue myself and I found socialising with people I barely knew like navigating a mine field. The past exists nowhere but in your mind. They are still obnoxiously together and I hate it. I’m back on track tonight, I will continue to challenge the critical voice in my head. At the time of composing this message, I am 23 years old and I will be 24 this year. My dad is divorced. My self esteem is attributed to many experiences of ridicule and childhood bullying. voice to become a lasting habit. Does anyone know what I can do to get my gems back? This was a great educational post. My family just think im being silly but I cant even call a support number Im never alone or talk to a professional as I think they will just think im a psycho. Now, I’m going to war with my inner conflicts and, with help from this article, will hopefully find self-appreciation and live the life I always wanted to live. I also fell in love with a guy whom i knew for 6 years but he too made me feel down and my Mom also didnt like him. I had let myself become so consumed with the question of peoples motives it drove my mind into circles and changed my thinking. I’m just tired of living with fake personality of a hyperactive and cheerful person in front of everyone. Long Message for Girlfriend : Girlfriends are sweet, cute, adorable, lovely, beautiful but at the same time, they are little emotional and sensitive too. It was a real pleasure to read, and even everyone else’s comments. She’s always had friends while I didn’t. They’re round, full and glowing, and my boyfriend loves my body. I tell people that I love being alone. I’ve been circling these kinds of pages looking for help for many years and crying a lot about it. Then that summer we moved in my with my dad and his grandmother. I thought I loved him… but I didnt. Thank you so much for your post. Start. I'm Alive est une chanson enregistrée par Céline Dion pour son sixième album en anglais A New Day Has Come.Elle sort en tant que deuxième single de l'album le 9 août 2002 et est également la bande originale du film Stuart Little 2.La chanson est écrite et produite par Kristian Lundin et Andreas Carlsson, qui avait déjà travaillé avec la québécoise en 1999 sur That's the Way It Is. 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